Tuesday, November 30, 2004
yo peoplee!
im in HONGKONG`!
the hotel here is SO COOL!
im gonna brag about it now!
first of all, its a 5 star hotel,
called the LANGHAM PLACE HOTEL?
one room fits only 2 ppl`.
a wardrobe to hang up the clothes and an iron board as well as an iron! cool ya!?
*too have a safe as well as a torch*
the teevee, a LCD PLASMA teevee !
and a DVD player here too man!
the toilet, totally cool.
the bathtub, is actually able to view from the room, if nv pull down the curtain thingy?
and the room is like FULL of mirrors! for ppl to zi lian till the are tired of themselves. *doesn't apply to mie*
the ladies market is just one street away from my hotel, the MONGKOK MTR *note: its MTR, not MRT. weird ya?*
this hotel is also linked to the LANGHAM shopping mall at the fourth floor.
so i can shop whenever i wan.! wees!!
gonna eat at the stalls beside some dunno wat street later.
making sure tat i eat until my stomach damn full k! hahas.
its CHEAP and its NICE! totally rawks. *the thing i wanted most*
well.. so far only bought 3 tee-shirt la.
one black shirt for david i think its OLKEY brand? *hope i didn't get it wrong*
and one blue quiksilver shirt, and a white OLKEY shirt? for juneguan and daowei kor.
well. u both choose between the two shirts la.` (:
and sorry lalu! cannot find ur disney princess at ocean park today. =(
*pengg, miss u alot alot.. gonna be back soon. call you when i reach singapore ks? love you loads! muackkz!*
friendss! miss u all too!! (:
signing off to eat my dinner ya! byebye! muackkkkz!
studious sheryl* (:
10:23 AM
Sunday, November 28, 2004
yoyo everyonee! muahahahhas.
just finish packing all my stuff for my hongkong trip. wees.
today went to wildwildwet with peng, cindii and tingii.
the weather was like so hot ya?
got a little sun burnt. =x
but, its healthy to be a little tanned la.. or isn't it? i dunno.
whatever la!
[-mum just kb mie. wthh-]
after tat went to amk mrt station to mit my parents go makan dinner.
went to mit ziwei at opp to get back my discman`. siann.
got to wake up at 6.45am later to get ready to get to the airport.
think my flight at 1o am? well . i dun care.
bringing the tatty bear and the heart cushion peng gave mie. (:
btw, got to get rid all of my wildwildwet tickets today there. (:
peoplee! im signing off and this update would be lasting for a few days i guess.
well.
im not gonna ask u not to miss mie..
it can't be prevented..
so people..
START TO MISS MIE!
muackkmuackkmuackkkzz!!!
i'll miss you peoplee! esp pengie peng pengilyy! (: dun miss mie too much ks?
will call you when im at the changi airport.
so please PICK UP THE PHONE.
lalu and my friends too!! weess.`
signing off.` miss you guys loadd` muackkz!
studious sheryl* (:
2:00 PM
Saturday, November 27, 2004
wat are friends for aniway?
find ppl go out like wat like dat. everone seems to be SO damn busy la.
some dun even bother to go out lor.
ask then go out then all so pangseh`.
please la`. why are friends all like tat.
this just sucks la.`
studious sheryl* (:
1:12 PM
Anastacia - Left Outside Alone
[INTRO:]
All my life I've been waiting
For you to bring a fairy tale my way
Been living in a fantasy without meaning
It's not okay I don't feel safe
I don't feel safe..
Ohhh..
[V1]
Left broken empty in despair
Wanna breath can't find air
Thought you were sent from up above
But you and me never had love
So much more I have to say
Help me find a way
[CHORUS]
And I wonder if you know
How it really feels
To be left outside alone
When it's cold out here
Well maybe you should know
Just how it feels
To be left outside alone
To be left outside alone
I tell ya..
All my life I've been waiting
For you to bring a fairytale my way
Been living in a fantasy without meaning
It's not okay I don't feel safe
I need to pray
Why do you play me like a game?
Always someone else to blame
Careless, helpless little man
Someday you might understand
There's not much more to say
But I hope you find a way
[CHORUS 2]
Still I wonder if you know
How it really feels
To be left outside alone
When it's cold out here
Well maybe you should know
Just how it feels
To be left outside alone
To be left outside alone
I tell ya..
All my life I've been waiting
For you to bring a fairytale my way
Been living in a fantasy without meaning
It's not okay I don't feel safe
I need to pray
Ohhh. Pray...
Ohh.. Heavenly father..
Save me.. Ohhhh..
Whoaooooaoooooo
[CHORUS 3]
And I wonder if you know
How it really feels
To be left outside alone
When it's cold out here
Well maybe you should know
Just how it feels
To be left outside alone
To be left outside alone
[OUTRO]
All my life I've been waiting
For you to bring a fairytale my way
Been living in a fantasy without meaning
It's not okay I don't feel safe
I need to pray...
studious sheryl* (:
5:54 AM
Friday, November 26, 2004
wees! yay yay yay`!
i FINALLY can blog le!
muahahhahahahahs. (:
first of all wanna promote my laogong's blog.. (:
http://www.peng-.blogspot.com/
hahahhaas. dou shi wo de gong lao.
23.11.2oo4
just came back from chalet ytd or the day before/?
went on tuesday to mit peng at their 2.5`o3 chalet.
quite extra la.. but to pei jg and to mit peng.
went escape with peng, jg and steph.
and went to wildwildwet with peng.
24.11.2oo4
helped jg to do "tat dumb thing" .. errs. or ROMANTIC la.
in the end rainingg. damn it `!
slept for a few hours with peng only. =/
after tat went to burger king and eat breakfast before going to the arcade to kill time while waiting for peter's father to fetch us to amk station. thanks man!
came home and bathe.
slept for only 3o mins before going to sembawang to mit up with ziwei.
her mum fetched us to teckyang's bbq at downtown east.
pratically im travelling up and down for the whole day..`=x
went there and wth. all ppl i dunno one`. except for teckyang and jonas.
duhzz` what so ever.
and they cannot start the fire la! im mean they started it before we came. but it seems to go off because of i dunno wat reason~? too much charcoal i tink`. =/
went to the pool with ziwei cus we were simpily too bored?
called teckyang up and told him i was hungry la.
didn't expect him to buy mie a burger la`! hahas. anw, thanks`!
got to mixed around with the rest there later in the evening` after all the intro`.
or shall i say, sort of know their names la. =x
left the bbq at about midnight?
reached home at about 1plus, bathe and went to sleep right a w a y!
piggy mie. watever. hahas.
-i know actions speaks louder than words-
studious sheryl* (:
5:12 PM
Sunday, November 21, 2004
boox!
happy birthday to mie!
happy birthday to mie!
happy birthday to mie mie!
happy birthday to mie!
muahahahhahas! (: im finally 14`!
no longer 13`!! wees weees`!! totally rawks mann`.
studious sheryl* (:
4:00 PM
weeeess! (:
just got home from dinnerr at east coast`..
ate chilli and black pepper crab`.. omg! its like, HEAVEN.
ate until the bill cost $11o. =x
today morning actually planned not to attend tuition.
but my mum la! woke up at 8 plus and woke mie up too.
so got out of bed reluctantly and went for tuition.
got there at about 9.2o am?
went into the room and --- damn it.
they're studying CHEMISTRY?
human reaction, tot the teacher would just ask mie to go home. --- its like duhz`
but he did not! instead, he gave mie a paper on A maths.
told him i had to leave at 11pm. he didn't ask why, but just asked for my attendence paper. (:
muahahhahas. went to lalu's hse to get the sims2 and photoshop cd.
[ only managed to install sims2. got problem with the photoshop --- damn!]
met peng at yishun mrt. cus im not suppose to reach home so early la! so asked him to pei mie. hahas.
went to erms. walk around in northpoint and also to the arcade`! hahas.
got onto 8o6 at about 12.3opm bahs`..
came home and did houseworkk`.. =.="
after tat at about 5pm, went to far east building at raffles to see upon a consultant on our studies.. lame. wasted my time. but the lady was quite nice lah! (: hahas.
weeeess!! after tat went to east coast and blah blah blah`..
heyyss! im damnn excited! hees. just less than 45mins later..
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im gonna be 14 years old! weeess`.
nights everyone! muackkz! ending off with the neoprints i too yesterday with lalu, krissy, jocelyn and xueting at bugis! (:
and we're in SEC 3 nex year. upper sec and MATURE. (: nites.
studious sheryl* (:
3:15 PM
Saturday, November 20, 2004
phew`.. just bathe..
today morning peng came my hse at 8plus.`.??
after tat jg jiu came`..
actually wanna pon school with steph. then got caught. =x
suay la.. so came my hse lor`. sad ehhs`.
on my com and let the two ding dong kia play gb. LOL.
kip on say they very pro la`. but seriously, they are little bit pro la. =D
after tat went to j8* and mit my dearest lalu`! hehe.
she and krissy shared a cake for mie`? waoo`..
no friends buy cake for mie before la! hahas.
elarnie gave mie $1o as my bday present.. nice of her? hahas..
went to bugis and ate beef noodles? and lalu ate the claypot rice..
not as nice as i expected.. =x
after tat krissy and jocelyn came and mit mie and lalu at food junction`, david and brandy was there too! they went to simlim square to buy sth i guess.. hahas. but the both of them soon left for dunno where.` we ate the cake at the food junction. wanted to give david a slice, but he kip on say he wanna jian fei, ask mie dun jian`. hahas. but seriously david, the cake was damn nice! muahahhaahhas.
went to seiyu and walk walk`.. got nth better to do lahh`!
krissy bought a blue polo tee..
tingii came at ard 5plus la`.. =)
went to take a neoprint with them la.
gonna post it tmr bah. damn tired to scann`. *lazy*
lalu, krissy and mie left for bugis mrt station aft tat, while tingii and jocelyn continued shopping at parco bugis junction`. (:
called ziwei and went to mit her la..
i was suppose to eat my dinner there? but ended up not.
cus ziwei they all had finish eating by the time i reached there?
went to safra after tat.
but i DID NOT play pool la`. my mum sucks la!
today was suppose to be my day with my FRIENDS and not at home rotting?
she called and kb mie`. she expect mie to reach home by 9.3opm? when the farking time is like 8.55pm? damn bitch la! sucker. told her i would be back home late tonight wat. nehneh`. wanted to play pool so badly with ziwei okays! then she said i pangseh her. sorry la! its like i wanted to like tat!
well.. came home and bathe straight away.. btw! i changed my m1 plann`! muahhahahas.
i'm having free incoming call all day. so friends! listen up! if u're bored or sth, dun hesitate to call mie on my hp now at 974o ****. (: its 24-hrs on la! im ready to crapz wif u all night`! (: hahas. u got my number. =p
im so blardie hungry now`!! argghss.. forget it`. fine finee.
2 days to my birthday.. (:
9 days to my trip to hongkong.. (:
10 days to my mama's birthday`... (:
yiru was such a nice person ya! she made tis for mie! :
nice ehhs! thankieww! (:
studious sheryl* (:
2:20 PM
Thursday, November 18, 2004
currently is 12.54pm, (:
and im still awake! im so tired.
but nid to type some work before going to bed.
well. my reason to blog is to do a favour for my dear friend davidd`!! (:
click on the link beloww,
and vote for "pug jelly" now.`!
it just takes a few minutes of ur life`!
make an account, and start voting!
[and if u got the time, vote for pug jelly every 5 mins]
[it would be a great help to them (:]
thanks if you were to vote for them`! (:
every vote counts`,
you can go to the official web page david made for them.
at http://www.pugjelly.com/.
*damn`. im like promoting pug jelly. haha.*
well` david`. rmb to treat mie sthh` as a return of a "favour" which did not existt`,
hahas. (: rawk on my friend`!
studious sheryl* (:
5:55 PM
hikieeezz`!!
im backk in action to bloggz`! =x lammes.
yesterday was carpz mann!
went to that job interview thingy. and is damn dumb.
nidd age above 15. cus dunno wat full time part-timer.
lamerrs.
argghhs.. forget itt. (:
had bbq wif my class at sembawang park.
peng and peter came. hahas.
so in the end i spent my 4th month with pengg.
hahas. lalu sister came to fetch mie, peng, peter and david home.
nicee ehh. (: reached home at 1pluss.
today*
woke up at 11plus today..
if peng neh cor mie i think i sure sleep until afternoon onee.
hahas. quite lame la.. kip slacking and slackinggz..!
wahhs. im starting to like billabongg!
damn nice ehhs!
and my birthday is cominggz!!
counting down to 4 days..
this sundayyx! hahas. happie miee! (:
kristine, lalu, jocelyn, xueting, cindy`!! friday go out ehhs!
pei wo celebratee! =x cus cindy going beijing on sat.`
stewpid. hahas. buhbyees! muackiee mooooz~
studious sheryl* (:
1:08 PM
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
yoyoyox!
didn't blog at all yesterday as well as the day before!
well`.. erms erms.
tomorrow me and peng 4th month le.
but cannot go out with him`.. sorry. bu shi gu yi der`..
tmr morning nid to go school with lalu,
then go home and bathe before meeting jocelyn at amk station.
going for the job interview before going for the class bbq.
today went to pasir ris park with my cousin's.. lame la`.
im so boredd`!!!
argghs. hope i'll get the job tomorrow.. so tat can buy load of thinggs.
nowadays got so addicted to zaizai's vcd! hahas =x
zan shen rawks ehhs! =.=" lame la`. okayy. nvm`..
nid to remind david to come my house to take the food needed at the bbq``..
buhbyee`.. (:
studious sheryl* (:
12:14 PM
Saturday, November 13, 2004
yoyo`!!!
woke up at 8 plus today.
peng was suppose to come my house tis morning..
but my fucking dad never go work today.. wthhs!
in the end asked peng to go back northpoint wait for me.!
told my parents tat i have trainingg! i tink he dun believe lor!
peng waited for me for 4o mins at long john`. =x so sorry!
damn lame`. wrote a letter to peng yesterday`..
used up 2 hr plus okayy! hahas. not here to brag about this. =)
caught 2 movies today with peng.
caught a 1o.3o am movie, "the forgotten" at yishun GV.
after tat went to woodlands causeway watched a o1.35 pm show, "taxi"
taxi was darn funnyy! totally rawks! laugh my ass off.
hahaas. (:
was informed to go for a job interview at ngee ann city, country road.` on tuesday, 16th nov`o4.
damn it can. its mie n peng 4th month`! =( -sorry must celebrate 4th month on monday-
going for tat job interview with jocelyn at 3pm`. (: hope i get the job la.
was introduced to tis job interview by teckyang. (: thanks`!!
studious sheryl* (:
11:15 AM
Friday, November 12, 2004
wee`z !
just reached home not longg!
went to eat dinner with my family at compass point.
went to soup restaurant to eat! woot.. damn nice!
woke up at about 11 plus today morning! hahas.
then went to mit peng at northpoint to eat lunch. (:
after eating lunch at northpoint food court,
went to mit david and brandon at yishun mrt station.
bought some food at the 7-11 near-by and went up to lalu's hse.
was suppose to pass her taufik's photo.
she went to the idols again today to see her 6o. xp
played sims 2 at lalu's hse.
made a family named goodwill`!!
hahahas. =x
made a couple and a roomiee! kip on let the roomiee seduce the guy!
and then make them in love and let the roomie and the girl kip on cat fight`! woot`. chi ji!
yays! tmr gonna watch the forgotten with peng at ps! rawks ehhs.! =)
krissy`!! bu shi wanna pangseh you today one kaes! is my papa dun allow mie go watch movie!! we'll watch another day when cindy's back from aust!
oh ya! my deariee cindy should be on the plane to aust now! all the bestt! muackkkz! will miss you so much! rmb but things for mie horr! hahas. call mie when you reach singapore kaes! muackmuackz!
had some neoprints taken with cindy yesterday`! and erms. last monthx! hahas. i'll post lahh!
neoprints taken on 2oth oct`o5.
this is damn white! dunno why! =x
neoprints taken yesterday.
x'mas!! im lurving it!
and x'mas is around the corner!
im damn happy when x'mas is here! totally rawks! (=
studious sheryl* (:
2:25 PM
Thursday, November 11, 2004
just reached home, woke up damn early today for tuition.
after tuition went to bishan to make my contacts. break la.
there was a crazy problem with my com yesterday. damn it.
and just for one day. so many things happened in my blog ya.
well. abc and xyz, thanks for not arguing anymore. and let the matter rest.
i WILL care more for peng's feeling and change to someone better?
to anonymous, now when all the arguing are over, you're causing MORE trouble.
since ur's so unhappy with me, you can just come look for me and tell me what the hell you're unhappy with me! you not happy come amkss, 3.3`2oo5. look for me, SHERYL CHUA. you can just tell me straight into my face and tell me whats the fucking thing you're unhappy about me. and not come here and start swearing. and since you're saying tat you, whoever you are, is peng's FRIEND. and as a FRIEND, why are you causing some fucking trouble here? making a scene out of urself. what a disgrace. don't you have a sense of intergrity? i bet you don't. by doing this, you're not even fit to say tat you're peng's friend. i don't think you cherish the friendship you're having with peng, what you're doing now, your actions would not come between the relationship me and peng are having now. but would just make more and more people detest you.. well, you may think tat i sucks, you may hate me. go on. i won't stop you. i can't possibly let people stop hating me. but i just don't think tat you should start saying tat daowei sucks okay. he's a GREAT korkor to me. i bet you won't be able to find a friend lyk him! and maybe you may just feel bais toward him, cus he's always surrounded by GIRLS. i think most prob is tat NO GIRLS wanna surround you ya? but if you're a girl, most prob u're rejected by him before. but the most important thing is tat daowei is VERY devoted to yating okay. so if u're a friend of peng, and you hate me so much. JUST COME AND TELL ME. i would be fine with it. but stop ACCUSING people who are GREAT friends of mine. as i've already told you where to come and talk to me if u're unhappy with me, im not picking a fight or whatever so. just want you to stop all ur childishness act.
studious sheryl* (:
8:49 AM
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
woke up at 8.45 am today.
he came my house. =
then at 12 plus my jiejie came home.
then made peng hide under my bed.
before asking him to chiong out of my house.
went to yishun safra to play pool for abt 1 hr. cost him $5.6o.
after tat pei him go yishun polyclinic take mc.
waited for 45 mins before the doc called for his number. =x
walked to yishun GV watch "shark tales". before heading home.
lalu wanted to appeal to 3.1. but don't tink the school will allow..
cus 3.1 and 3.2 studying the same things. =/
lalu`! appeal to my class la. at least can say tat u cannot do well in chem.
to abc and xyz who tagged my board.
i do care how peng feels okay.
but i just think tat you both shouldn't criticise for mie to go out wif my guy friends.and i don't go out alone with guys okay. i always go out in a GROUP wif guy and girls?so you all shouldn't because you're bias toward someone because of what he was last time and what he does and what you heard from others. i mean you CAN believe what your friends might say toward him. as he or she may know the person better then i do. i may not know his bad points, but won't you think tat a person would change? why not give them chance to change? and i've never tot of peng bearing the crap and attitude i show him. but he's willing to bear and give me the time to change. you're not me, so you would just say all these. you're peng's friend, you may know how he feels and think. and the same applies to me, have you been in my shoes? you've not. you all are just blindly thinking tat i don't care at all and craps. you people are just seeing whats on the surface but not knowing how we feel. and whenever we are having a problem, you think tat you are putting some sense into mie, but it doesn't you understand? you think tat you're helping peng, but actually you're not. i really mean it when i don't mind tat peng goes out with girls. i DON'T OBJECT. everyone have their own social circle of friends. im not gonna restrict him so going out with his girls friends. but i just want him to tell me who's he going out with. and this is already fine. if you're saying tat his merely wanted to end tis quarrel. but at least we've TALKED it out. im not pushing all the fault to him okay. i mean, both of us HAVE fault. and its not a single party's thing. i didn't even state it at all tat im completely no fault at this problem. and there's no problem anymore lor. or are you just wanting to break us up? you're just causing problems which DOESN'T exist now. and hello? since when have i COUNTED the times i've talked to other guys? i just write in my blog tat i've talked to who only what. what's ur problem now? it a blog. im allowed to write whatever im feeling and whatever i want. so why you all now accusing tat im counting the number of times im talking to other guys? its lyk i didn't talk to peng at all hurh. you don't see the sincerity i showing him. but who are you? do i have to show it to you? you said tat i don't even know my status as peng's gf. but why must you care? because u're his friends? just only says tat i don't put myself in his shoes. but have you all put urself into MY SHOES? no right. and if writing in my blog says accurately how many times i've talked to MY guy friends, and not counting the times i've talked to peng, because the number of times i've talked to peng is countless. we've talked to much okay. so why talking these kinda things to count? don't you find it unfair. if talking to him SHOULD be counted. isn't it just so unfair? and the amount of love shouldn't be measured okay. if it could be measured. it means i don't even love him at all. so why don't you all just think about it? pushing everything to me when you don't even clearly understand whats going on. im not pin pointing anyone on this post. im just trying to let you all understand tat I CARE FOR PENG AND I LOVE HIM ya?
studious sheryl* (:
12:18 PM
Monday, November 08, 2004
hey. im back`!
well`z. i agree tat my previous entry was like damn cock up.
sorry ! =x
hmms. me and peng are back to normal. (:
finally. really sorry if i offended anyone yesterday okay?
didn't really mean it. was really pissed yesterday.
so sorry !
ziwei jie* --- you should be in beijing or where ever la. really really sorry about yesterday. you know la. didn't mean it`! ur plane won't crash.! yesterday was really pissed. aiyah. im just sorry ! forgive me ks?!
hmms. yesterday went to raffles place, city hall and orchard to find jobs?
but was like quite slack. =x
went with jg. walked until damn tired.
wrote 2 application forms yesterday. starbucks and coffee club.
and got the hq number for kalm's.
maybe i'll try kalm's ya? hmms.
teckyang! got work intro ehhs. =\ im damn bored. i don't want my holidays to be so meaningless.
damn you*
yupp. and whats wrong with having a close guy friend even when you have a stead?
hmms. is there anything wrong with it?
different people have different point of view ya?
i mean, what's wrong?
if one knows one's limit, tat alright.
it like. when im talking to dw or jg.
what is wrong? why say i got stead, i shouldn't have close guy friends?
don't tell me you don't.
its crap okay.
if someone has a stead,does it mean tat they shouldn't have a close opposite sex friend?
why restrict my friends la!
i have a stead, i know.
but talking to my close friends, whats wrong?
NOTHING okay.
they are just a friend. why think so much?
even if you're not happy with tat, you can't say much.
you're also not someone whose related to me what.
different people have different thinking.
conservative? watever. i don't bother.
studious sheryl* (:
7:30 AM
Sunday, November 07, 2004
FUCK OFF.
i just hate you.
my attitude sucks.
fine.
you're not helping me at all.
you're just causing me more trouble.
why must you get involve in this?
its my problem.
NOT YOURS!
studious sheryl* (:
10:08 AM
hey`x!
blogger sucks okay.
wasn't able to blog at all yesterday.
later gonna go "job hunting" wif jg.
should be going raffles place. =im so bored lately tat im starting to feel tat im lazy !
so i shall find myself a work !
but the bloody problem is, my age la.
im like still 13? wth. so i think must fake fake.
=x well`z.. just hope tat today got luck. im able to find a job.
talked to jg over the fone yesterday night.
and we talked for 1hr 42mins 01sec. -using my jiejie's phone-
cus tat bloody sister was like using the phone for more than 4hrs straight?
bytch.
watever.
ziwei ! what the hell did you tell him ? you called him hur`! damn you la`!
teckyang ! if you're reading tis, how come you're able to find a job ar`? no age limit ?
im just bored at home. thinking tat finding a job would be good.
so i won't have to rot at home. (:
studious sheryl* (:
5:02 AM
Friday, November 05, 2004
backk to blog! rather lame lah.
not able to go to bed now.
talking to clarence in msn right now. (:
he promise mie a present for my birthday.`!
suppose to call korkor. but forgot.
nvm. =x
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its my birthday you dumb!
well`z you know! GET ME A PRESENT and cheer mie up! (:
studious sheryl* (:
5:42 PM
just came back from lunch.
damn boredddd.
ziwei jie* came my hse just now.
actually we've planned to play pool today.
but teckyang got work at 3.3o pm,
and jonas was going to wild wild wet.
ziwei jie* haf to go buy her winter clothes to beijing later.
went to ziwei jie* 's hse and i was lyk damn hungry.
she kip on drag tym lah!
so long then we went down to eat.
im stravingg a while agoo`!
called juneguan wif ziwei jie*'s phone.
actually wanted to ask him pei mie at northpoint talk talk.
cus im so blardie boreddd`!
but dun think he can lah.
so didn't bothered to ask him anymore.
im boreddd`.
and the worst thing is tat im sick.
damn it lah`.
so suay`!
suddenly got a very very bad headache.
and im down wif fever.
must be the rain's fault ytd.
hope i'll be well tmr. need to go school to know my streaming results.
but i think that the would just make my day worst.
so moodless these few days.
don't feel lyk bothering about anything now.
i just wanna rest. i wanna sleep.
im just too tired to do anything now.
hope tmr got mood to go the deardears outing.
j0celynn* lyk want to watch shark tales.
hope tmr won't be as bad as today.
tis sucks.
studious sheryl* (:
6:05 AM
morningggg`x
woke up at 9 am today.
didn't expect myself to wake up so early.
tot i would sleep till about 11 plus.
didn't really sleep well yesterday night. got dark circles le.`! argghs.
im so sorry okay.`
i just can't prove anything to you.
so please just stop forcing me and give me time.
you said you would.
you're always dissapointed in whatever i do.
you're always upset in whatever i do.
i don't seem to be able to do things to make you happy with me.
but i really don't wish to talk about these now.
im already bothered enough by my own problems.'
so just stop forcing me alright.
you said that im avoiding the problems.
you think that i didn't want to solve the problems we are having now.
maybe im not that simple girl you tot i would be.
maybe a break-up would be better for you.
then you would be able to find another girl who doesn't cause as much troubles as me.
who understands you. who loves you more than i do.
i don't seem to be able to do anything.
im sorry
studious sheryl* (:
2:35 AM
Thursday, November 04, 2004
finally! im able to blog.
blogger was having some problems just now.
well`z.. returned home about an hour ago..
woke up in the morning and ate my breakfast?
my mama is sick today. so she didn't went to work.
-sian-
woke up and was quite sick lah.
wasn't in the mood. and i dunno why.
wats wrong wif mie again`? i really dunno.
hmms. never mind. better dun bother.
went to mit jonas at yishun safra.
suppose mit at 12.15pm.. den he late`. made mie wait so long.
hahas. but ziwei jie* came to mit mie first. (:
play pool again today. for hmms. 3 hrs plus?
but ziwei jie* left at about 2.45pm for her training.
left mie and jonas lor. wah seh`.
jonas, you always tyco go in one lor`. hahas.
playing pool with them really cheered mie up. (:
kip on laughin and laughin. and is really fun.
thanks to both ziwei jie* and jonas`.
thanks for cheerin mie up today. my morale was really low tis morning..
yesterday.
really WASN'T my day.
everything was so bad bad bad!
and i mean REAL BAD.
evening talkin to jg about things lah.
and my father came and kb mie.
fuck.
and he took away my E600C.
but gave me back my card.
was real pissed`. till i cried lah.
ytd dunno cry how mani fucking tym.
im so bloody sick and tired of crying.
i really HATE my father.
he just sucks to the core lah.
how i wished tat all my problems would just burst into flames.
and just leave mie alone`.
was lyk using the pen to kip on writing on a piece of paper ytd tat i sucks`.
maybe i really sucks lah.
im such a failure`.
failure in everything.
failure in my studies
and a failure in handling relationship.
how i wished tat everything didn't happen at all.
how i wished tat everything was lyk before.
but tat just won't happen.
i really hate myself can`.
argghs`. im so fucked up and pissed`.
who the hell can i talk to now`.
and who in the earth can cheer mie up`
well`z.. no one cares abt mie at all`.
cus everyone hates mie`. fuck.
studious sheryl* (:
9:58 AM
poof`
everything is over.
burst into flames`.
dunno wat the hell is wrong wif mie`.
everything seems to be so wrong!
my family, my relationship. EVERYTHING.
this just sucks.
studious sheryl* (:
3:49 AM
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
went to mit david in the morning at j8*.
made him wait for mie again. sorry!
went to eat breakfast at mac. i ate hot cakes, david's treat! -nice guy-
actually wanted to pass up my report book to fu lao shi.
i didn't sign it lah. and she actually opened it and realised it. =x
went to mit peng and went to play pool at the games room.
- 3 days old for pool-. (:
went to watch ladder 49 with peng at causeway.
haii.
i really don't know whie is this happening okay.
i feel so distant from you.
im feeling so different now..
well`z,
you think tat i heck care everything.
you think tat im not enthu at all.
but this is mie okay.
i don't really feel tat i've change.
and i really can't believe tat you actually
doubted mie of liking another person.
you think tat i've change my love for you.
i don't defend myself of what you've said.
you think tat silence means consent.
but even if i defend myself, is there any use at all?
i don't find it.
you don't expect me to say sorry.
but sorry is my way of communication!
you want me to prove to you by actions.
but i need time to change!
you can't expect me to change immediately.
i just don't understand you right now.
i just feel so distant even when you're just beside me.
i feel so different when the both of us hold hands now.
and i HATE comparing.
studious sheryl* (:
10:47 AM
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
its 0028hrs.!
im still in hyper mood..
currently not in the mood to sleep!
im bored!
studious sheryl* (:
4:28 PM
weee`..
just came back home. (:
my parents have return homee!
they reached home at about 2am?
n i waited for them!
mama bought sweater for mie and my sis as well as for my cousins.
and gloves too. but i can barely fit into it.
my mama buy one all so small size.. still thinkin tat we are still kids.. x=
woke up by my mama to eat breakfast together.
went to yishun central to eat kuey chap.
after tat my papa drive mie to yishun safra to mit ziwei jie*, teckyang and a catholic high guy, shawn.
we played pool again lah. hahas.
im really addicted to pool noww!
ziwei jie* gonna see her schedule first before deciding when to play pool again.
ziwei jie*, please make it fast. and dun ask ur mama cum ! =x hees.
buhbyees! pool rawks. (: and i managed to win ziwei jie* a few tyms today! xp
studious sheryl* (:
7:10 AM
Monday, November 01, 2004
im back`! (:
hahas. today woke up at 1o plus! sian..
cus nid to do housework..
i mop my whole house!
after that went to causeway wif my ahma to mit my jiejie.
we ate lunch at the foodcourt.. hmms.
after tat my jiejie went to return her items to the library then went to mit her junior at bishan. (:
went to walk walk wif my ahma for awhile before she went home.
asked peng to come mit mie at causeway.
just went there and slackkk. -lamee-
after tat he pei mie take mrt to yishun, northpoint.
bought sweets for ziwei jie*.
after tat peng also pei mie take 8o4 to my house there..
awww... he is so sweet! -lurvee himm-
ran home to put the bliss* (frozen strawberry from MOS)
its damn nice. ---- lalu intro mie to eat.
i just stuff everything into the freezer and dash out of my house to mit ziwei jie*.
went to safra to mit teckyang and jonas.
played pool wif them.
tell you a secret..!
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i've never played pool before.! =x
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i did quite well! -for a first day noob-
but wif teckyang and jonas's help. (:
thankieww!
but now im so addicted to pool. i wanna play pool tmr!
ziwei jie*! got play cor mie horr! hahas. buhbyee!
studious sheryl* (:
2:27 PM
