Tuesday, November 09, 2004
woke up at 8.45 am today.
he came my house. =
then at 12 plus my jiejie came home.
then made peng hide under my bed.
before asking him to chiong out of my house.
went to yishun safra to play pool for abt 1 hr. cost him $5.6o.
after tat pei him go yishun polyclinic take mc.
waited for 45 mins before the doc called for his number. =x
walked to yishun GV watch "shark tales". before heading home.
lalu wanted to appeal to 3.1. but don't tink the school will allow..
cus 3.1 and 3.2 studying the same things. =/
lalu`! appeal to my class la. at least can say tat u cannot do well in chem.
to abc and xyz who tagged my board.
i do care how peng feels okay.
but i just think tat you both shouldn't criticise for mie to go out wif my guy friends.and i don't go out alone with guys okay. i always go out in a GROUP wif guy and girls?so you all shouldn't because you're bias toward someone because of what he was last time and what he does and what you heard from others. i mean you CAN believe what your friends might say toward him. as he or she may know the person better then i do. i may not know his bad points, but won't you think tat a person would change? why not give them chance to change? and i've never tot of peng bearing the crap and attitude i show him. but he's willing to bear and give me the time to change. you're not me, so you would just say all these. you're peng's friend, you may know how he feels and think. and the same applies to me, have you been in my shoes? you've not. you all are just blindly thinking tat i don't care at all and craps. you people are just seeing whats on the surface but not knowing how we feel. and whenever we are having a problem, you think tat you are putting some sense into mie, but it doesn't you understand? you think tat you're helping peng, but actually you're not. i really mean it when i don't mind tat peng goes out with girls. i DON'T OBJECT. everyone have their own social circle of friends. im not gonna restrict him so going out with his girls friends. but i just want him to tell me who's he going out with. and this is already fine. if you're saying tat his merely wanted to end tis quarrel. but at least we've TALKED it out. im not pushing all the fault to him okay. i mean, both of us HAVE fault. and its not a single party's thing. i didn't even state it at all tat im completely no fault at this problem. and there's no problem anymore lor. or are you just wanting to break us up? you're just causing problems which DOESN'T exist now. and hello? since when have i COUNTED the times i've talked to other guys? i just write in my blog tat i've talked to who only what. what's ur problem now? it a blog. im allowed to write whatever im feeling and whatever i want. so why you all now accusing tat im counting the number of times im talking to other guys? its lyk i didn't talk to peng at all hurh. you don't see the sincerity i showing him. but who are you? do i have to show it to you? you said tat i don't even know my status as peng's gf. but why must you care? because u're his friends? just only says tat i don't put myself in his shoes. but have you all put urself into MY SHOES? no right. and if writing in my blog says accurately how many times i've talked to MY guy friends, and not counting the times i've talked to peng, because the number of times i've talked to peng is countless. we've talked to much okay. so why talking these kinda things to count? don't you find it unfair. if talking to him SHOULD be counted. isn't it just so unfair? and the amount of love shouldn't be measured okay. if it could be measured. it means i don't even love him at all. so why don't you all just think about it? pushing everything to me when you don't even clearly understand whats going on. im not pin pointing anyone on this post. im just trying to let you all understand tat I CARE FOR PENG AND I LOVE HIM ya?
studious sheryl* (:
12:18 PM
