Thursday, November 04, 2004
finally! im able to blog.
blogger was having some problems just now.
well`z.. returned home about an hour ago..
woke up in the morning and ate my breakfast?
my mama is sick today. so she didn't went to work.
-sian-
woke up and was quite sick lah.
wasn't in the mood. and i dunno why.
wats wrong wif mie again`? i really dunno.
hmms. never mind. better dun bother.
went to mit jonas at yishun safra.
suppose mit at 12.15pm.. den he late`. made mie wait so long.
hahas. but ziwei jie* came to mit mie first. (:
play pool again today. for hmms. 3 hrs plus?
but ziwei jie* left at about 2.45pm for her training.
left mie and jonas lor. wah seh`.
jonas, you always tyco go in one lor`. hahas.
playing pool with them really cheered mie up. (:
kip on laughin and laughin. and is really fun.
thanks to both ziwei jie* and jonas`.
thanks for cheerin mie up today. my morale was really low tis morning..
yesterday.
really WASN'T my day.
everything was so bad bad bad!
and i mean REAL BAD.
evening talkin to jg about things lah.
and my father came and kb mie.
fuck.
and he took away my E600C.
but gave me back my card.
was real pissed`. till i cried lah.
ytd dunno cry how mani fucking tym.
im so bloody sick and tired of crying.
i really HATE my father.
he just sucks to the core lah.
how i wished tat all my problems would just burst into flames.
and just leave mie alone`.
was lyk using the pen to kip on writing on a piece of paper ytd tat i sucks`.
maybe i really sucks lah.
im such a failure`.
failure in everything.
failure in my studies
and a failure in handling relationship.
how i wished tat everything didn't happen at all.
how i wished tat everything was lyk before.
but tat just won't happen.
i really hate myself can`.
argghs`. im so fucked up and pissed`.
who the hell can i talk to now`.
and who in the earth can cheer mie up`
well`z.. no one cares abt mie at all`.
cus everyone hates mie`. fuck.
studious sheryl* (:
9:58 AM
